I don't hate women. I think. They can be okay sometimes, but they typically have to exhibit masculine behaviours for me to tolerate them. Is that gay? I don't care.

I'm mostly tainted by what I see online, and I'm smart enough to realise that that isn't going to be wholly reflective of society... but I've also used Hinge to browse the local minge. I'll start off shallow -- women look like shit nowadays. This isn't to say that they don't take care of themselves, it's moreso due to the fact that their idea of being attractive is actually extremely unappealing to a sane man such as myself. Scottish women seem to enjoy excessive makeup, orange skin, and whorish clothing, and not even particularly stylish whore clothes. They wear very ill-fitting dresses or excessively hairy casual clothes. Their facial structure is also not to my liking, they tend to have oval-shaped faces with tiny bug eyes and thin, sexless lips. Fat women multiply this disgusting sight an absurd amount. It is a shame that the majority of women fall under my bare minimum.

Personality-wise, it isn't much better. Worse, even, because I am actually pretty forgiving when it comes to the physicality of a woman. Proof: I like small breasts. Anyway, the women of social media and hinge are extremely politically brain-rotted, and they aren't even well educated on the subject! They're seemingly all liberal, into all the causes, and will actively shun any man who even slightly disagrees with a viewpoint. I have a few pet issues that I would be sensitive about someone disagreeing with, but with these ladies it's like everything is a make-or-break scenario, where you're an objectively terrible person if you don't parrot exactly what they say. It doesn't help that they are also extremely hypocritical, demanding so much from a man and yet wanting independance. You cannot be the submissive cunny housewife and also want to peg your man in bed. In theory that is extremely appealing, but in practice it's not practical at all.

Their interests also suck. They don't even liek video games!!!! I'm kidding. But these women seem completely passionless. Travelling is not a hobby, there is no creative expression or anything like that. The women I met and talked to on my design course were actually very nice and passionate, but that's because you need a soul to do that kind of thing. Go into like... a psychology or law course, and you will find nothing but whorish drones who like F1 and a sunday roast. Boo. I don't hate women, by the way. Again, the ones I met at university were nice, and I was charismatic enough to make them laugh (not a pity laugh!!!) so clearly I am well-adjusted enough to rizz up the girls when I get a chance to. I'm like a caged tiger - release me, and no woman is safe >:].

There are two women (who are not me mum) who I value a lot. One is a girl who I've talked to online for about 7 years now, who is very strong and very pessimistic, but I enjoy talking to. I also seem to be the one person she can connect to, so I enjoy being that person for her. It makes me happy that I am of actual use to someone. She's Chinese, by the way, so I'm actually very inclusive! Unless she's running a very long term honeypot scheme. The other woman was a little girl I talked to in real life for about a year and a half -- this is the WEB CORPUS webmaster -- she was extremely intelligent and pretty fun to talk to, a great person to peel open and explore the innards of. We broke it off about two years ago because of our age difference (although honestly I thought I was just beginning to get on her nerves, and she was kindly pushing me away), and frankly, I miss her a lot. I want her back in my life, and the only way to do that is visit her home, which is a bit too weird. I could see a universe where that goes well, and one where I get a restraining order.

So those are my very disconnected thoughts about women. I know I should perhaps structure these a bit better, but these are thoughts - my stream of consciousness - and big surprise retard, it's very autistic.