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20th April 2026 | thoughts on inceldom I

i am, by definition, an incel. involuntary celibate. currently, this is the least of my worries, i am not desirious to hook up with a fair maiden. my autistic mind rejects sex, it is gross and icky. fluids going all over my bed... my skin condition would be flaring off the charts! i cannot shake that disgust. this is not to say that i don't desire a proper romantic relationship with someone, far from it, i just do not value coitus. i think this works to my benefit because being consumed by lust is a massive time sink -- wasting time with pixiv and grok erp... i am very thankful to not indulge in that FILTH. i will lose my incel status when the time is right, I WILL BE FINE. every day i am working to get into a state where i would want to sex myself, which IS THE IDEAL STANDARD.

i do not engage with incel culture all that much, even the term "incel culture" is embarassing. however, if they have ascended, incels and wizards can often be very insightful - the mind does wonders when it is not beset by imagery of the modern woman. i imagine the most unique minds on neocities are some genre of incel. not including me, by the way, i still think my website is rather pedestrian. my mind even more so. i think my autism powers have cancelled out my incel powers, and i need to exterminate one to unlock the potential of the other. so maybe getting laid should actually be a priority? nahhh.