how do i get time to go a bit slower, everything is happening a little too fast for my liking.

i loooove drinking alcohol.

i see an interesting youtube video. i click the video. i am presented with the most grating voice that has ever graced my delicate autistic ears. i click off the video. repeat.

wow I was such an insufferable sad sack yesterday lmao. we ballin now.

everybody tolerates me, but I don't think anybody actually likes me in real life, or ever has

would you guys watch pre-recorded/edited videos of me playing video games or am i 15 years too late for that

i have a mid filipino girl lusting over me and i feel like i want to get married and live in rural philipinnes forever

vaginas are kinda disgusting honestly.

my soulmate was aborted

my hair is thinning. we are not in the "it's over" stage yet, but it's clearly going to happen. i intend to ride it out for as long as possible, and when i do decide to bite the bullet, i will not be growing a beard.

i am definitely regressing. when i was 14 i was smashing 1000~ page books, but at the ripe old age of my 20s™ i can only handle graphic design books with pretty pictures.

sometimes i doubt my social skills, but then i see how other men talk to women online and my confidence is immediately restored. i thought *i* was awkward, but its a whole other universe out there.

it feels like water chemically alters your brain so that you are actively disgusted by soft drinks. it feels amazing.

japan seems like a very autistically polite society where i would integrate perfectly. this is the long term goal for kyle.

it is genuinely unbelievable how i am not good at a single video game

i still dont really know how much of my cock i should get out in urinals.

having eczema is psychological torture. i gotta cover myself in cream twice a day and that messes you up internally.

is there a term for a cinephile who exclusively watches the most lobotomized slop imagineable? because thats me.

it is so hard to be depressed without coming off as an enormous emo faggot.

haha today is 6/7 waoww 67 67 67 67 67

i saw some idiot that was stopped over by the police, and he had a car with a ridiculous wolf decal and some text that read "no risk, no fun". pretty funny. gonna start updating the site again.

i feel awful, my stomach is tied in knots and my mental health is having a bit of a downturn. this may be due to a recent event. i may not update this site for a little bit.

why did youtube run out of good videos to watch since roughly 2018?

started mewing. it was not what i thought it was, so i can do it passively without much issue. whatever. it's something to do at least, and if it works it works.

planking might be one of the least pleasant exercises. i can do a minute, at most, before i start convulsing.

tesco has really good sweet and salted popcorn for about a quid.

why have over five thousand people visited this website? i wonder what people are reading, because i would not say that this website has too much in the way of content yet.

never got vertical monitors. in what circumstance is a vertical monitor superior to horizontal? streaming? silly.